

An unconventional loveTears stream down my face now as I wade the faded touch And the wretched dirt placed there by my own hand Shows streaked evidence of my painAn unconventional love
Bitterly I begin to wipe away my tears Their betrayal too deep for my mind to bear For they reveal a truth attempting to remain silent in my heart
Yet the damn gives way My body shakes with the harshness of those waters I know I pushed you away
But the truth still remains I miss you so bitterly
I miss your warming smile And I miss your kindly face I miss your gentle touch And I miss your amazing grac


the ending cries of pleasureIt seems that as I close my eyes reality doesn't fade the way it use to Instead it presses in on all sides making it's presence known I call out to you But how can you hear me when I can't hear myself over the droaning of thoughtsthe ending cries of pleasure
I try to break through I try to understand "Perhaps these thoughts will slowly fade" I say trying to comfort my weary soul But once again I can't hear their comforting tone over the droaning I cry out silently so as not to wake anyone So as to not bring any attention to myself Heaven forbid they all know the true state my heart is in Heaven for


A love stain on my heartIt's rediculous this cheep love Yet my heart still aches for it My spirit cries for it Despite all the hurt it has suffered Everything within me still wants it Every excuse I had for not loving you You tore downA love stain on my heart
You were selfish You became selfless for me You pressured me too much You allow me to do things on my own time
Yet there is one fact that still ways against you We cannot be There is too much against us Too much that can overtake us So I sit here now trying to suppress these stupid feelings I know they're stupid Probably


Now what?Now what?Now what?
The bon fire's ended Everyone's gone home Yet we sit here remaining You know you have to go I know I can't stay So now what? What will become of us now that the embers have burned out Will the fire still remain Or will it slowly fade to ashes I didn't lie But did you? Was this all just a game A clever dance played among flames Now what?
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